Boo! :D

#92 - There'll be people out there;

2009-08-31T19:24:00.000+08:00

Who loves me the way I am, not the way I'm not .

Teachers' day celebration today, was kinda fun, made me bring my bag for nth -.-
Then, wanted to go joey's house, then trisha's parent's don't allow, which cancelled the whole thing.

Lol.

These few days, i keep losing my mood for no reason at all. Which really troubles me alot.
Firstly i have to apologise to people:
Firstly, Sammy baby
So so sorry for starting that quarrel. It's like, not like to to do that. I'm really sorry.

Then, Jade laopa
I didn't know what i did, but i know i did wrong, so, sorry :\

Vivien girlf and glenda sis,
Thanks for tolerating me. and telling me what i really wanted to hear. Thanks so much.

As for you, i'm not gna apologise, since you started it first (:

2009-08-20T18:39:00.000+08:00

Ionno, after like.. -counts- 10 days?
I'm finally back to post :B

Tags replies:

SAM ;D : NI HAO NI HAO~
LOL, HIHIHIHI :B

Kenny : Tag mei(:
Lol, tagged back :B

2009-08-10T00:36:00.001+08:00

Yay, the 90th post.

Somehow i have this feeling that, no one would notice when i changed my blog skin :X

2009-08-10T00:12:00.002+08:00

I cut my hair today, yay !

Yah, and when i was on the way to the hairdresser, this random auntie called me, claiming that she was edison's aunt. or smth.
Seriously, EDISON, IF YOU SEE THIS, MIND TELLING ME WHAT HAPPENED?
Dont know waht baby webpage, but somehow, it's a good thing that we're not in touch anymore. I think o_o"

Maybe you went missing or smth. idk.

And Jade pa, cheerup. ):

2009-08-02T18:55:00.000+08:00

YAY. I FINALLY CAN POST. OHOHOHOHO.
:x
Yeah, i spent the afternoon making this;

:x

2009-07-19T19:52:00.003+08:00

Hi, I'm not invisible, so please don't treat me like that. (:

Sis, iluvdie you, please don't abandon me. I've nothing left already.
Gomenasai.
Seems like i still can't get over you.
Thanks a lot. For the pain. From seeing how happy you are.

2009-07-19T15:02:00.000+08:00

Yeshzxcv, i back to post. finally :X

Yeah, kinda busy nowadays trying to do up the geography project blog.
I think it kinda sucks though. ;___; The group's gna blame me if i screw it up.
T_T

I wanna buy cash la ;___;

2009-07-14T22:01:00.000+08:00

Signs of the Zodiac
By Athena Starwoman

Cancer

Your element: Water

Your ruling planets: The Moon

Symbol: The Crab

Your stone: Moonstone

Life Pursuit: Constant reassurance and intimacy

Vibration: Moody

Cancer's Secret Desire: To feel safe (emotionally, spiritually, romantically and financially)

Description:
Those born under the sign of Cancer, ruled by the mysterious Moon, are one of the zodiac's enigmas. It is fair to say that most Cancers are a bundle of contradictions. Compassionate and caring with friends, family and lovers, yet they can cut to the bone with their jealous remarks and ever-changing moods. Endearingly eccentric on one hand, and on the other, insecure about how others see them. Like their astrological symbol - the Crab - Cancers can appear hard and insensitive on the outside. However, for those of us who know and love a "Moon Child", we understand that deep below lies a softness and sensitivity that makes them so very special...

Just as the Moon goes through many changes as it moves from its new to full phases, Cancers too go through many new and full phases of experience. Life doesn't stand still for this sign, even if they remain in one place, because they live so much in their internal oceans of emotions. Their link with the Moon often makes it impossible for them to operate on an even keel from day to day. Up and down like the proverbial yo-yo, most Cancerians feel one way one minute, then sometimes totally different the next. But this characteristic is part of their charm.

Love and romance matter more than anything else to this sign (but this occasionally shares first place with having lots of money in the bank). No other sign romances better, equally though, no sign takes it so badly when romance turns sour either. But with their changeable natures Cancerians are fascinating, mysterious, stimulating and extremely alluring. This sign is one of the most magic of all and once their magic has reached you, they are the most beguiling companions. After all, isn't the Moon the most talked about and romantic galactic identity?

:B Totally makes sense.

and yes, im addicted to horoscopes now. Thanks to the sims, which is a prettymuchlamegame.

P/s: I became 17, from 6. thanks to laobu

Ugh.

2009-07-12T08:34:00.001+08:00

Uh yeah, blogged early in the morning. Not my fault kay, my dad oned it. :x

Had dinner at NewYorker yesterday. Ordered fish spaghetti, i think.
Dad had pork chop, mom had teriyaki chicken chop, bro had fish and chips.
then we became members there o-o" Yeah, free drink and dessert, naturally, i ofcoz buy choco fondue, delish :B

Then chionged to popular buy my book, which cannot find. then to Harris. 30 bucks $_$

Hais.

I have this feeling that i got neglected somehow. Deny it or not, it's just how i feel.

Me no likey when people becomes couple, and totally forgets their friends. Hey, we have feelings too.

2009-07-11T14:24:00.002+08:00

hurhur, surprised?
Yep, i didn't go for the cosfest ;___;

Feel bad for psing jojo. since she's my bestie and all. she's looking forward to going with me too ):

DAJIE ALSO, im so so so so sorry T_T

Yeah, laobu, i nvr pangseh you le hor :x
Is you pangseh me :x

Laobu, i slept at 11 ytd, if you're wondering, my phone is on 24/7. unless it's low batt. so you can msg me anytime you want (:

Installing the sims now. LOL, i made a family of us leh :x

2009-07-06T21:44:00.003+08:00

heh, i r here to post. Although there's no one reading my post. i'm here to rant. lalalala.

Papa and laobu ah, neglect us lil kids leh ;___;
Gege got dasao liao, neglect me and glenda sis. So sad pls.

lalalala, damn fun today. got cake leh :x
And laobu nvr take candid photo of us, to busy tmming with papa. HOHO jk :x

Yeah, i gave them the cupcakeslashmuffin. They said not bad :x

Next stop during the holidays: papa's house :x

2009-07-04T14:32:00.000+08:00

CANCER - The Protector
Moody, emotional.
May be shy.
Very loving and caring.
Pretty/handsome.
Excellent partners for life.
Protective. Inventive and imaginative.
Cautious. Touchy-feely kind of person.
Needs love from others.
Easily hurt, but sympathetic.

Kinda true, yah :x?

Oh yeah, it's papa's birthday today. happy birthday worh. old le :x

:\ Should i say.. HBD to me?

2009-07-02T14:36:00.002+08:00

Lol, this morning, trisha asked me this weird weird personality questions.

1. If there's a fence in front of you, how high would the fence be.
Eto.. Chest level?

Trisha: That's how long high your resistance is into sexual temptations

wtf o-o

2. You walk by a strawberry field, how many strawberries would you pick?
None. I hate strawberries .___.

Trisha: That's how many guys you can have in one point of your life.

Joey and me: Sadface.

3. The farmer caught you, what would you tell him?
I also never take anything, caught me for what. I TAKING SHORTCUT LAH

Joey: ZHAO AH.

Trisha: That's your solution to solving problems.

LOL. JOEY ZHAO.

Thanks guys for bdae wishes, though it's not exactly at 12.. I also can't ask for more.

Well, at least, they did wish me a happy birthday..

2009-07-01T16:12:00.001+08:00

Went to buy pressie today. Hur.

Learnt the truth from jadeyy today.. Kinda hurts..

Why won't you just tell me the truth ?

2009-06-30T22:45:00.000+08:00

:\ SAMMY SPLIT COUPLE. Lol .__.

Seems like, i'm really destined to be alone.

2009-06-30T22:13:00.000+08:00

My blog song, keeps making me cry.
Yeah i know, i'm dumb to hold onto this little thread of hope, maybe..

It's really time to let it go..

2009-06-30T18:07:00.003+08:00

K, eto.. I owe many ppl, many quizzes. but most repeated one LOL.

From jade, kenny, gracia( when she was my aiai that time) glenda, xw, vivien girlf.:

1) Besides lips, where is your favourite spot to get kiss?
> Idk, everybody say forehead.. but.. Can i don't answer this question D:

2) How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
> Kinda, weird. CAN'T SLEEP MAH. woke up every.. 30mins leh.

3) Who was the last person you talked with?
> On phone? Vivien girlf lor .

4) Would you consider spoiled?
> Nope. Except when i trade my comp time for chips :x

5) Would you donate blood? Underage?
> Yea, do smth for society, but. not old enough LOL.

6) Have you ever had a best friend who is opposite sex?
> Nope.

7) Do you want someone dead?
> Half?

8)What does the last message says? What message?
>

9) What are you thinking right now?
> Secret :x

10) Do you wish someone with you right now?
> Obviously.

11) What time you went to bed last night?
> Went to sleep at 11.30.. then woke up every 30 mins after that :\

12) Is someone in your mind?
> Yeah, always.

13) Who is the last person you texted?
> Trisha laaaa.

14) 10 people tagged to do quiz.
1. Vivien
2. Kenny
3. Glenda
4. Gracia
5. Jade {I don't find the reason to tag her again. but i have no one else to tag D:}
6. Abbie
7. Linnie
8. You
9. You
10. You :D

up to you guys to do quiz k :)

15) Who is 2 having relationship with?
- SCANDAL WITH VIVIEN LOL.

16) Is 3 male or female?
- FEMALE LA.

17) If 7 & 6 get together, would it be a good thing?
- kinda impossible tho.

18) What is 1 study about?
- study about.. subjects larh lol .

19)When was the last time you chat with 5?
- This morning.

20) Is 3 single?
- No idea.

21) Say something to 2?
- OWE ME COOKIE LA DEY.

22) What do you think of 3 & 6 being together?
- eh, OBJECTION.

23) What do you think if 6 & 7 fight?
- no idea, o;

24) Do you like 3?
- dada <3>

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: milketea.
2. Last phone call: Vivien
3. Last text message: last was from vivien.
4. Last song you listened to: Love 119
5. Last time you cried: few hours ago.
6. Dated someone twice: Derrick ng :\ AH THAT FXCKTARD.
7. Been cheated on: Refer to question 6.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: never kissed someone before.
9. Lost someone special: Yeah.
10: Been depressed: 24/7 recently :\
11. Been drunk and threw up: Nope. I drank milo and threw up after that tho.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Black
13. Blue
14. Pink

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: Yep.
16. Laughed until you cried: Until i teared.
17. Met someone who changed you: uh.. not exactly.
18. Found out who your true friends were: yeah
19. Found out someone was talking about you: backstab :\
20. How many kids do you want to have: Never thought about it before :\
21. Do you have any pets: fish :\
22. Do you want to change your name: Yeah, but no idea what to change to.
23. What did you do for your last birthday: Forgot about my wish.
24. What time did you wake up today: 5.55
25. What were you doing at midnight last night: checking my phone for the time :\
26. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Anime. and someone :\
27. Last time you saw your Mother: 10 seconds ago.
28. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: be more thoughtful about others' feelings.
29. What are you listening to right now: LOVE 119 D:<
30. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Nope. k, actually there was this jq in this p server....
31. What's getting on your nerves right now: to still be ignored, AND JADE HAVEN'T REPLY SMS.
32. Most visited webpage: 0606-myluvs.blogspot.com :\
33. Whats your real name: LQE .
34. Nicknames: Qien. Duh.
35. Relationship Status: Single, yet unavailable.
36. Zodiac sign?: Dog.
37. Male or female? Female.
38. Elementary?: sqps
39. Middle School?: cwss
40. High school/college: not that old yet.
41. Hair colour: BLACK D:
42. Long or short: middle?
43. What do you like about yourself?: my ability to spring back to my optimistic attitude.
44. Piercings: both sides, one.
45: Tattoos: those, that are able to wash off?
46: Righty or lefty: Righty.
47. First surgery: Nope.
48. First piercing: 12.
49. First best friend(s): Primary school, Victoria and Priscilla.
50. First sport you joined: Badminton.
51. First vacation: Around my home. k la, actually to china.
52. First pair of trainers: primary school. if sneakers, this year.
53. Eating: i want chips. yes naozxcv .
54. Drinking: milktea ty.
55. I'm about to: somehow cry, and think what went wrong. with me. AGAIN.
56. Listening to: Love 119. YOU ASK HOW MANY TIMES LE.
57. Waiting on: that person's attached. :\
58. Want kids?: -.- refer to above question, idk which one.
59. Get married?: If got ppl want me la :\
60. Career?: A job, that i love, and many moneh.
61. Lips or eyes: eyes .
62. Hugs or kisses: hugs .
63. Shorter or taller?: shorter :\
64. Older or younger: usually i prefer older.
65. Romantic or spontaneous: romantic.
66. Nice stomach or nice arms: no idea :\
67. Sensitive or loud: sensitive, at least knows what im thinking.
68. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
69. Trouble maker or hesitant: imma trouble-maker. but i haveno idea which i want.

HAVE YOU EVER:
70. Kissed a stranger: Nope.
71. Drank hard liquor: One mouthful?
72. Lost glasses/contacts: Nope.
73. Sex on first date: Too young la pls.
74. Broken someone's heart: Yeah.
75. Been arrested: Nope. Actually in my dreams.. there was once..
76. Turned someone down: cpl proposal in audi counted?

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
77. Yourself: No.
78. Miracles: if that happens to me, yeah.
79. Love at first sight: uh huh
80. Heaven: yeah.
81. Santa Claus: I'm still awiting for my pressie santa.
82. Angels: Yeah..
83. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: uhm.. No.
84. Did you sing today?: alot of songs. mostly love 119. :\
85. Ever cheated on somebody?: nope.
86. If you could back in time, how far would you go? 1 year ago..
87. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: just some time from last year. prolly about june?
88. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Used to..
89. Posting this as 90 truths?: 90 truths, but the title not :x
90. Love yourself?: Can i say, i love mself, coz i want someone to love me as well?

:\

AHHHHHHHHZXCZXC IM BACK TO NORMAL, BUT I FEEL LIKE EMOING.

2009-06-30T15:10:00.001+08:00

i’m sick now. i have a fever. i cant even breathe.
my bruised heart is calling only your name
i can’t believe that it’s over
i cant give a girl like you to someone else
my love can’t rest a day,
my heart can’t beat without you
what could i do without you?
i can’t believe that it’s over
i can never let you go,
that’s why you go to know:
i want love until i collapse from exhaustion
please, just love me now
my only girlfriend, let’s begin
let’s start again, ’till the end

* i love you, even as time goes by
i love you, even if the world changes
no one can replace you, even you know that
my love can’t rest a day
i can’t live a moment without you
i can breathe only if you’re with me
i love you forever and ever

P-L-E-A-S-E
my love is an emergency
come back to me, give me one more chance to me
we’re inseparable, man to be
(x2)

please just choose me, make it hot
so that our love can burn
it’s better for me to stop smoking than to not see you
please, just love me now
my only girlfriend, let’s begin
let’s start again, ’till the end

* i love you, even as time goes by
i love you, even if the world changes
no one can replace you, even you know that
my love can’t rest a day
i can’t live a moment without you
i can breathe only if you’re with me
i love you forever and ever

even though my heart feels like it’s going to stop (x2)
my love for you is still the same (x2)

thank you, for loving me
thank you, for making me laugh

(내 심장이 내 사랑이 멈출 것 같아도)

the words i say not with my eyes, but with my heart
i’ll love you forever, even if ten years pass by
like a star that lights up your night
even if i were to be born again
i’ll only love you, like this ~

back back, i want it back
protect this love that’ll become my strength
you you you got to know
i only want you, i need your love

<3> this song, :\
damn nice heh. Forgot who intro de liao. Think was Glenda

Why not..

2009-06-29T17:31:00.003+08:00

you never know if you don't try..

All that i ask for, for my birthday this year.. From you..

Is that, you will start treating me the same. The past is the past. Let bygones be bygones, can't we be the same anymore?

I have, all but this simple wish..
One wish, is that you'll start treating me the same, you'll start being the same old person i know, the same person, who'll laugh with me, cry with me, angry with me, even go crazy with me.. I'm not crazy, i'm just hyper. At least, try to treat me like the others, can't you at least, put a smiley face, in any of your messages.. Cause', every one of them, each of them.. Seems.. So cold ..

Dad: Am i the bane of your life?
Seems that, whatever i do. You find fault within me.
I'm sick, sinus, flu. Whatever.
You could at least show some affection. But nooo, you had to be so harsh.

I tend to be emotional.. I tend to be harsh..
But coz of all these, i lost everything in my life, i wonder.. what's the use of blogging anymore.. Seems like, I'm unwanted.. Again..

2009-06-29T16:28:00.003+08:00

What i want for my birthday, is none other than you talking to me again. Just like old times.
I don't mind, not having any presents. Material stuff, ain't everything.

I don't know who reads this blog. I don't know, who even cares about me.

Almost died today. Walked past the road, then nvr see car.
My own fault.

Sometimes i wonder.. What would happen, if i really disappear from the face of this earth..

Seems like, you're avoiding me again..

2009-06-28T07:51:00.002+08:00

And nowadays, i've lost one part of me.
i don't know specifically what part.
prolly due to so many problems.

I can carry on life, but to what extent.
I keep telling myself, why act like this, just because you lost a friend.
But my advice doesn't work on me.

I have a feeling, that i'm gna die soon. But, no one cares, no one will know..

2009-06-28T07:33:00.001+08:00

Nah, she won't learn her lesson.

:\ True friends, are kinda hard to find now, don't you think..?
I've lost one.. A long time ago.. And now, I've lost another one..

what's wrong, with accepting, forgiving and forget?
What's the point, on holding a grudge?
What's your motive, in doing this to me?

To people, i might seem to be the bad guy.
To people, i might have tarnished your reputation.
Or so Jade said
To people, i might have hurt you badly.

しかし..

What about the words, you've said to me?
What about the hurt, you gave me?
What about, my reputation, you've tarnished?

I think, people will be slowly leaving me. Moodswings are getting the best of me. I might not be the QiEn that you guys have known for so long, but, don't blame me. I'll try to change for the better, not for the worse.

I don't want.. To end up like her in the future..

2009-06-26T21:38:00.002+08:00

Eto.. I learnt that, words are a powerful thing.
Well, i knew this since long time ago..
And that "sorry" won't solve anything.
Yes, many people told me, that it's not my fault. But what can I do?
I can't wait for her to apologise.
I have to take the first step..
It's okay, even though I take the first step..

Zutto..

Words affect my attitude.
I can't deny that what I've said, hurt you. And neither can I deny that what happened, didn't hurt me too.

I've hurt two people in the process..

I don't have much time..

But I'll still be waiting, for you to accept the apology..

:\

Not hoping, for anything more, but still holding on, to that one little thread..

Lost it .

2009-06-23T17:21:00.002+08:00

私に, lost the will to be happy anymore.

Problems, so much. I can't find the strength to solve them anymore. I can't find the will, to be happy. Seems like, everything's different, everything's not going my way. I just, feel.. So useless..

Julian asked if i'm going into depression. I'm not sure. I replied no. But, it seems ask though i am.

I'm tired.. Really.. I just want to wake up one day, and realise it's all a dream. and People will continue treating me as their friend. Not like.. An outsider..

私に ; is gna stop avoiding all of you .

2009-06-21T16:16:00.006+08:00

私に ;
Thought about it all. and finally thinks that.

私に ;

is abit too overboard in some instances; being jealous in inappropriate places. for example:

aiai has many friends, she's close to many people. i should feel happy.
Instead, i felt jealous, and kinda tried making people go against her. Which is not exactly the truth, coz people are getting pisesed with her attitude.

私に ;

is abit selfish. for example:

I wish that i would be able to fit in, however, instead of fitting in, i followed everybody around, like they're my masters. it's not a good thing.

私に ;

is gna stop avoiding all of you . Cause' it's not the right thing to do.

Thinking that, if i disappeared, it wouldn't make a difference if i was there or not. It's my fault for thinking that way, but i'm not sure if it's the truth or is it not.

People, i offer my sincere apologies for all my past wrongdoings. I do hope you guys, will forgive me. I was too sarcastic, for some instances. And too deep in my own thoughts to give any to you.

I know, you felt this way since a long time ago. But, you didn't voice this out, in fear of hurting me. I'm probably thinking too high of myself. Or too lowly.

Thanks marshall, for knocking some sense into me.

2009-06-20T09:37:00.002+08:00

These 8 people you just picked are stuck with you in a house for one whole year. There is no leaving the house at all until the year is completely up. There are 4rooms, who will be in each room?

Room1 : Me and, Glenda (with chat and alfred of coz)
Room2 : Vivien and Abbie. (with many poohs.)
Room3 : Aiai and jade (pooh and blue monkey? o-o)
Room4 : Kenny and Ivan low o-o

If there were someone singing in the morning who would it most likely be?
- Me. LOL.

If someone was considered the dad and mum of the house, who would it be?
- Gracia and jade. :B

If you really wanted candy really badly and all 7 in the house had some, who would it take it from?
- Vivien and glenda :B EXTORTION LOL.

If two people were caught making out in the closet who would it be?
- (rofled at glenda's answer - me and vivien.) Gracia and jade.

If someone had to watch you brush your teeth every morning who would it be?
- Glenda :B

Two bags of chips were bought at a store, but 20 minutes later they are gone. Who ate them?
- ME and glenda :B

Who would hate being in the house most?
- Uh, kenny.

Someone took (brand spanking new) pair of socks that were never worn, who is the thief?
- ehh. Ivan low :B

If there were arguments in the house, who would be the ones arguing?
- prolly me and vivien LOL.

Who would be the one missing their bf/gf that wasn't in the house?
- uh, on current situations, me and glenda.

You walk down the stairs in the middle of the night for a glass of water, someone is dancing on the table in their Leopard Thongs, who is the crazy one?
- JADE LOL.

A pillow fight broke through, who started it?
- me :B

There's a marathon of your favourite TV show. What is it?
- All the animes of coz, not hentai la.

Who would be watching it with you?
- Jade, glenda.

Someone made a fort in the laundry room, who were the kids?
- LOL, me and vivien.

There are pranksters in the house who put plastic on the 2 toilets in the house, who are they?
- me and vivien :B

The music's too loud, who turned it up?
- ME !
There's a mouse crawling on the floor all over the house,
(a) Who's the first one to scream? - Vivien .
(b) Who's the first one to jump in someone's arms? - Vivien .
(c) Who would be the first one to kill it? - Gracia / Jade . x:

Someone's crying, who is it?
- Glenda

And what happened?
- TEARS OF JOY COZ I MADE HER HAPPY :B

Who made pancakes in the morning and almost caught the house on fire?
- glenda, she loves pancakes hotcakes, shitcake? :B

Who gets sick of each other the fastest in the house?
- kenny and ivanlow :B

Someone's tanning on the roof, who is it?
- GLENDA

Who is the tallest in the house?
- Gracia

Who's the shortest in the house?
- vivien :B
Who is the loudest?
- me o-o

Who is the clown?
- think me.

Who is the most respectful?
- jade, o;

Who is the one you go talk to most?
- glenda, and vivien. and maybe aiai and jade o;

Who is the one who always comes up with stupid ideas?
- Jade, me, vivien.

Who's in bed first?
- Maybe it's me, but i can stay up late de kay.

If someone woke everyone up with pots and pans, who would it be?
- Glenda, pancaking o;

Who is always dancing?
- JADE.

You spilt ice all over the kitchen floor, who would be the one who slipped on it first?
- ABBIE LOL.

{:

2009-06-20T09:20:00.000+08:00

Woke up early this morning, and since my mom's teaching tuition, i snuck on.

Read all the tags you guys taggs me, ans respectively viewed your blogs, teared while reading those messages.

I felt happy, knowing that i wasn't going to be forgotten.

And as i promised, i'll be back.

Aiai and the rest of the fam are going on an outing today, hope they have fun. {:

Oh yeah, i received this message, from jiajun:

Friendship. how does it break?

Both friends think the other is busy and will not contact each other thinking it might be disturbing to the other party. As time passes, both friends will think "let the other one contact me first.."

After some time, each will think "why should i contact first?"

Fron here onwards, your friendship will be converted to hate.

Finally, the memory becomes weak due to the lack of contact.

And we forget each other.

I forwarded this message to all of you. Well, almost.
I don't want this to happen, so. Don't be angry, if i message you continuously.

Will be missing you guys :}

{/Edited: Oh yeah, i think i still can be online, at least. until the hols end. x.x
i think..

2009-06-19T20:08:00.003+08:00

The 60th post for this blog, and the last one.

For those who reads my blog, then you'll understand why.

Today, or tomorrow, will be the last day i'll online. Even if i come online, i'll prolly just be on to do homework.

I had some issues at home. And i have to leave for awhile.
It's not a pleasant thing, but i'll be back, promise.

Messages, for th' beloved's:

Gracia aiai:

I already told you this on msn already, and prolly on plurk. YOur attitude stinks sometimes, but, it's the fact. Do try and change it. You're my best, and only aiai i have, forever. So please, don't be angry with me. I love you, lots.

Glenda scam advice:

Thanks for all those advice you gave me, it works. Well, sometimes. Thanks for being there for me too. You're the bestest scam advice, anyone could ever ask for. Love you lots. <3>

Jadeey:

Verbal punching bag, thanks for being there for me. Thanks for listening to me ranting, and thanks for understanding how alone i felt. totally appreciated, although it sounds wrong, i love you. Just as much as aiai, and as much as glenda

Vivien girlf:

I appreciate the days you've been there for me. You might copy me sometimes, and quarrels are inevitable. Thanks for listening to me say that i still miss him. Thanks for convincing me to give him up.

Sammy:

Though i just knew you, thanks for making those short instances that makes me smile. Love you too

Peiyen sotong:

Best sotong forever, blurry days? Hahas, remember i'll be there for you, when you feel moodless {:

For those who i didn't mention:

Thanks all for being there for me, thanks for tolerationg my hyper-ness, thanks for tolerating my emo-ness.

I'll miss you all. Really.
And i'll still be, contactable via hp. {:

Need anyhelp, you could just leave a message.
I'll miss you guys; goodbye <3>

Loves/♥
{/Qien. Forever being there}

2009-06-19T13:45:00.001+08:00

Some people, get friends by being oh-so-innocent.
And it works.
Sometimes.

And some people acts so innocent, and evern if she gets angry, people will care for her.

These friends, are pissed with their attitude.
Oh please la, it's a dog-eat-dog world out there, and grow up. Not everyone's gna give in to you.

Tsk, grow up.

2009-06-17T18:17:00.001+08:00

made by yours truly <3

2009-06-17T18:09:00.000+08:00

Lol at jonghyun and taemin and onew <3

2009-06-17T10:55:00.002+08:00

no one notices what i do.

ARGH, I SHOULD STOP BEING EMO.

oh heck, no one bothers anyway.

imma go find Chat,
Maybe if i could afford it, i'll buy the white chat, and i'll name him chip.

2009-06-17T10:42:00.002+08:00

And im done with my purpose, i get cast off to nowhere :}

Either that or i silently leave..

2009-06-17T10:33:00.002+08:00

I got scolded, and wronged for something i didn't do.
She didn't bother to apologise.
Where's the justice?

{/Edited:
And i think, the things that she actually said that she was everyone's advice consultant, more aptly describes me.

Another thing, people already treats me as though i'm invisible already. So, who's complaining?

2009-06-16T14:12:00.000+08:00

Buy this for me, and i'll love you loads <3.

Either that or be your best friend forever lah :B

2009-06-15T20:40:00.000+08:00

Should stop being, jealous. {:

Aiai, bof necklace, if i dare to buy, i buy for you. HEH.
:X

Then you buy for my jasdebi keychains, k? :B

2009-06-15T19:09:00.002+08:00

1) So from now on, your going to be asked unique questions, you ready?
› uh, yeah.

2) Have you thought about an ex today?
› uh, no.

3) Do you consider yourself lucky?
› Nopezxcv.

4) Relationship between you and the last person you texted?
› Last person, was joey. BESTIEZXCV {:

5) Why did you last cry?
› Coz, he ignored me. :X heh.

6) Do you ever think about stuff and start crying?
› Somehow, yes.

7) Do you believe in karma?
› Ya :B

8) Are you okay with the life you live in?
› Nope, kinda too much restrictions.

9) Last person you told a secret to?
› uh, Chat. not person, my mokona.

10) How many true friends do you have?
› Ionno, glenda, gracia.. maybe more..

11) Can you walk into a room full of strangers and maintain your confidence?
› No way, will hide in one corner. unless i had choco, and goes high.

12) Do small children like you?
› No, they see me, all bully -.-

13) Do you give up easily?
› Pathetically, yep.

14) Where do you go when you want to be alone?
› Room, but my dad's playing the comp, so can't alr x.x

15) If you could go back one month and change something, would you?
› To nvr told him that i liked him x.x

16) Your ex runs into you and hugs you, what do you do?
› Cool, finally meet after 2 years r/s.

17) Are you a jealous person?
› Uh-huh.

18) Would you ever consider adoption?
› Maybe x.x

19) Do you like Redbull?
› Never tried before.

20) Think back 5 months ago, were you single?
› yep.

21) Is it easy to make you smile?
› Kinda,

22) Do you have a bad habit?
› Not one, many.

23) Where do you wish you were?
› ionno, anywhere.

24) Would you date someone taller then you?
› Yep, don't think there will be ppl who're shorter than me.

25) Did anything annoy you today?
› Yeah -.- That shirley person from AVA.

26) When is your birthday?
› 02071994.

27) What are you looking for in the next 2 weeks?
› Fun fun and more fun ~_~

28) Do you think you could last in a relationship for 6 months?
› Think so, however my last r/s barely lasted 1 mth.

29) What time did you wake up this morning, why?
› 7.30. coz of camp preparations.

30) Have you ever been kissed on the neck?
› By Chat :X

31) If you were kicked out of your house, where would you go first?
› Stone at staircase, reflecting. im a good girl kay.

32) Are there any previous relationships you wish could have lasted longer?
› Uh, come to think of it. No.

33) Does it bother you when people get drunk?
› Yep.

34) Is there anyone that will text you and you smile instantly?
› Yeap {:

35) Ever given your all to someone who walked away?
› hm. No idea.

36) Are you mad at someone right now?
› Not someone, many someones.

37) How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
› Usually.

38) Full blood or half-blood brother?
› No siblings. AT ALL.

39) Think anyone is missing you right now?
› Nope.

40) Will tomorrow be a good day?
› Hope so.

41) Do you like hugs and kisses?
› Yea, makes you feel nice.

42) What's on your bed?
› Pillow, bolster, blankets. Chat, of course.
43) Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
› Chat.

44) Yesterday?
› Chat.

45) Is there one person in your life that can always make you happy?
› Not sure. Still waiting bah :\

46) Do you have a friend you can tell stuff to and you're sure they won't tell?
› Yep. Hopefully.

47) Can you sleep without blankets covering you?
› When it's super duper hot.

48) Is there someone you don't ever want to be out of your life?
› Yeah. Hopefully will get over him, soon.

49) Know how to cook?
› Instant noodles? :X

50) Do you prefer beaches or forests?
› Beaches .

51) Who knows a secret about you?
› uh. Chat :B

52) Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?
› No one's talking to me in msn.

53) Do you believe that things last forever?
› I don't want things to last forever, i just want things to last longer..

54) Do you have a best friend of the opposite sex?
› Kinda o-o

55) Tag 5 of your friends to do this quiz.
› Jasmin, Kenny, Jerlyn, Damon, Breena :B

2009-06-13T19:19:00.000+08:00

To that certain someone:

I had it. I won't wait for you anymore, but i know, deep down, that i still can't let you go.

But enough is enough. You had made me ruin enough friendships.

Goodbye {:

2009-06-12T19:58:00.002+08:00

hi, im back :B

Had really much fun today. Hees. Jade didn't turn out so mad at me after all :B
i went to sentosa, which is not far from vivo.

Hahas, but i'm kinda lazy to type out all the events, but oh the heck.

Uh, i met vivien at about 11.30. Pigu, i thought i was late you know, then apparently, i chionged all the wa to the mrt station, FOR NOTHING. coz she wasn't there yet. I met her, and her friend crystal. and on the way to dhouby ghaut, vivien got a new nickname xD . It's Very Very Very Very Violent Vivien Lee Jing Yi Alexis Poof To Mabel :B Heh, finally got to play audi. After.. ionno, 3 days of not playing ?

Then then, i met da jie. Took a few photos, which are with her. But prolly gna make her send me later.

Then aiai in bunk, played awhile. Until meet kenny, then we go buy tickets :B

collected 100, then all fly to kenny. hoho.

Then after movie, arcade, then slacked at the staircase, then go home.

k im done, kbye :B

2009-06-12T07:44:00.002+08:00

Tsk, i gotta get rid of these moodswings.
And i mean seriously, i don't want each little problem affect my friendship with people.

I've been ostracized;
I've been isolated;
I've been ignored;

But never once, would i want to be left alone; forever.

Jade and Gracia aiai:
i didn't mean what i said via sms yesterday.
Although some words are really true, but somehow i phrased it wrongly.
it's like being misunderstood all over again.
People moodswing, so do i.
Just that, some cases are extreme. Some, are just easy to hide.
you'll never know.

Might be left out by you again today, but maybe i'm still going.

I miss my da jie. This much.

i know, jade and aiai don't read my blog, but the heck.

I'm really really sorry. I know it's one of my flaws that i apologise so quickly, but no one really understands me. so, i really hope you two, or maybe more people, will at least make the effort to include me in little things everywhere. Cause, people really like you two.. They don't.. usually like me..

2009-06-08T14:37:00.002+08:00

Scars, Wounds, Tears, flowing ..

Applies to me.. Perfectly.

I don't have any mood to do anything today. x.x

어떻게 ?

From glenda's blog :

ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTVWXYZ.

I'm missing U.

2009-06-07T13:25:00.001+08:00

You Are Upbeat

You are dreamy, peaceful, and young at heart.

Optimistic and caring, you tend to see the best in people.

You tend to be always smiling - and making others smile.

You are shy and intelligent... and a very hard worker.

You're also funny, but many people don't see your funny side.

Your subtle dry humor leaves your close friends in stitches.

The World's Shortest Personality Test

Have this sudden urge to do quizzes.

MORE TO COME :]

2009-06-07T12:36:00.001+08:00

You Are Peaceful and Content

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.

You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.

Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.

You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.

At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.

You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.

Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

People see you as a complete enigma, and only you truly understand who you are.

You spend most of your time introspecting and seeking truth.

You're a very interesting person... but not many people know you enough to realize it.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Lol, Totally agree. tho i didn't read the whole thing.. but. yah :x
k i read it.

AGREE 100%

No wonder ppl think i'm weird LOL.

2009-06-06T20:50:00.000+08:00

2nd daily dose of my jong hyun <3>

Now they slippe don stage.

BUT STILL SO HOT <3> ,

2009-06-06T18:57:00.001+08:00

And here's my daily dose of kim jong hyun <3>

2009-06-04T14:24:00.002+08:00

I suddenly find it hard to even say a simple sorry;

Let it be jade, let it be aiai, let it be anyone else whom i made angry ..

P/s: Mmv done, now rendering .

2009-06-03T22:26:00.001+08:00

Who doesn't hate arguments ?

Maybe i should follow what my gut says, disappear from the face of this earth, forever .

2009-06-03T10:47:00.002+08:00

I actually realised, that i don't have to actually worry about ppl reading my blog.
Sicne practically no one reads my blog .
Hehs .

Thinking about yesterday, maybe it was my fault all along..

For starters, as what i told jade, every little thing pile up into one big thing, sooner or later i will break down.

I don't blame you all for everything that happened.
It's just that one incident may lead to the total break down of yours truly .

I keep thinking, maybe it was a big goddamn lie that he ask me that question.
It served it's purpose. Now everything's ended.
Nothing could be done to save the situation.

I, thus sincerely apologise to everything that i've done.

Cheers;

Yours' truly, ♥

And take care .

2009-05-25T21:53:00.001+08:00

SONY VEGAS LAGS THE HELL OUT OF ME D:<

2009-05-23T20:44:00.001+08:00

Stuck at grandma's house, with a few retard cousins playing teacher. imagnie that. pfft.

There's nothing to do leh.

So i'm busy listening to aiai's blog song. <3

hoho.

waiting for jeremy to online, so can play games. LOL.

2009-05-14T19:20:00.002+08:00

View, rate comment <3>

2009-05-14T18:35:00.001+08:00

OHEEMGEE. YOUCHOOB WONT ALLOW ME TO UPLOAD D:<
ok maybe it does, but it's taking damn effing long.
nvm, imma go audi LOL.

2009-05-14T18:00:00.002+08:00

k, since vivien's blogging. and i'm awiting for my mmv to render finish.
i'm here too. LOL.

i just realised.

It's taking my mmv, fxcking long to render. Plus, it's like only 1 min long. If 3 mins, idk maybe take 3 hours or smth
D:<>

dumm.

So, imma let you all die reading this post.

coz it's all about random stuffs about me.

muahaha.
Hehs.

k, actually i have no idea what to post. later when my mmv's done, post here, and let you all see see.

Flaming accepted, coz it's my first mmv ):

timings are off too.

2009-05-10T13:39:00.002+08:00

What have you been doing recently?
- use the comp?
Do you ever turn off your handphone?
none. 24/7 service (:
What happen at 10am this morning?
i was at piano teacher's house
Belive in fate/destiny ?
fate :D
What do you want in your life now?
Him ):
Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
usually. With my epic power of randomness.
Are you wearing anything tht you borrowed from someone?
no.
Wht was th last movie you watched?
17 again (: Friday at vivo.
Does th person you like knows you like he/she?
No idea.. Maybe~
Who makes you laugh?
Joey, with her hidden power of randomness :x
Do you speak other languages other thn English?
japanese, wanna learn korean, chinese. abit of malay. o.o
Favourite website?
You'er viewing it (:
What are you going to do tmrw?
Sleep sleep and sleep. prolly audi. wanted to movie marathon with Jo and trish, but cancelled ):
Who do you want to be like?
someone with the hidden power of randomness
Who will you choose to die with?
Me, don't want anyone to die for me. or with me.
Where have you been?
home, duh.
What games do you play?
AUsea, Comp. (: DEEJAYMAXX.
Who are you missing right now?
him ): 1 week no msg.
If you have to choose between your friends and your love one , who would you choose ?
Both.
Which schl are you from?
Shuqun primary.
What are your 3 favourite colours?
Pink, black, white.
What emotion do you show?
Random. Nothing can be perdicted :x
What is life to you?
I have no idea.
If you have sth troubling you , what will you do?
Talk to someone. But it's been months for that.
Who did you last chat in MSN?
Yangling Jie, Daron uncle.
Who do u admire most?
Superwoman.
Which month are you born in
July.
How are you feeling?
Sad.
What is th time now?
3.19pm.
Your opinion of th person who tagged you ?
Chiobu pl0xz0rzxc.
What colour do you want to dye your hair?
Brown. if highlight, pink.
Why are you doing this quiz?
kena forced, coz plurk too much.
What do you do when you're moody?
Emo lor.
At which stage do you want to get married?
I'm not even thinking that far yet.
Who is closer to you?
no comparison?
If today was th last day of your life , what would you do?
Tell him that i love him, and take care (:
my friends too of coz.
Who are th people you trust most?
Me, myself, and i.
Do you believe in seeing a rainbow aft a rain?
I saw once. Double rainbow (:
f you have a dream came true , what would it be ?
Being sucked into the digital world, where there is a forever love (:
What is your goal for next year?
Get good results?
Could you believe in eternal love?
Maybe..
What feeling do you love most?
Being random, and have ppl care about you.
What feeling do you hate most?
Being ignored ):
Do you really think its global warming now?
Duh. RAINING WITH THE DAMN SUN SHINING.
Do you like doing quizes?
noh, too many questions.
Do you believe in gods?
yea.
Who cares for you th most?
My mokona.
What do you think is th most important in your life?
My life.
What will I bring when I fight?
My mind, lazer sword. and my mokona.

6 Ppl to do dis quizzy
- Peiyen sotong.
- Glenda dada.
- Abby.
- Linnie twinnie.
- Chu.
- Chu.

2009-05-03T10:25:00.002+08:00

I HACKED INTO MY DAD'S COMPUTER ACC. LOL.

PRO RIGHT. -zihighs-
which actually proves that it is a good thing that you dad is addicted to online games akak celestial destroyer which i totally have no interest in :B

and coz i know his acc, i can play audi, which means im not gna study for hist or ss or prolly any other subjects behind it coz im gna play audi o_o

whoo~

Imma start being optimistic naozxczxc.

also partially since we're all gna die either on july 22nd, OR 2010, SOLAR STORM COMING ! :D

k, that was optimistic, NOT PESSIMISTIC ROARZXCZXC. <3 :D
Miss you all la kay,

♥ Gracia'G aiai,
♥ Vivien'L girlf,
♥ Glenda -blank- coz idk surname o_o

don't think wrong guys, i'm just trying to count who's been there for me :3

and..

♥ Yiping who've said whe'll be there for me :3
♥ Yanglin jie, last long with D worhzxc :D

k, im an introvet, not much, will try to see who else i can remember :D

♥/Loves.

2009-04-25T20:00:00.002+08:00

57 people online in my contact list. but why no one's making the effort to talk to me.
The song i'm litening now, although doesn't apply to me, i feel like crying. It's just so unfair, why people could find true friends, true love, long lasting friendship, long lasting love. but i couldnt. everyone could do ton of better things thn me. i might be right, but why do people think i'm always wrong. Yes, i'm ugly, i'm fat, me living on this world, is just wasting resources, wasting oxygen, water. the world would rejoice if i disappear without a trace.

Am i that insignificant in your lives?

Am i supposed to feel this way?

Am i supposed to be treated this way?

Think about it.

I miss him. God, i'm starting to believe in you already.

2009-04-25T12:20:00.003+08:00

The qien you guys knew, died already. I've changed. You all changed. It's a process that's inevitable. I realised how unwanted in this life, how much i am worth to you guys. I might probably disappear from the face of this world, and no one will notice. Ironic prolly. I've been trying to be close to you, to you guys. But i don't know why, but i'm like drifting further away from you guys. And believe it or not. It's hard to find that, after consoling you guys, offering advice, all of you guys just left me in the corner to rot. Chat on phone, nvr ask me. Then how you know i can't talk. Com on, i'm not a robot. i have to rest too. i'm not the type to actually sit own and revise 24/7 right?

To be frank, i'm actually tired of this all. I can't give in to you all the time. The world doesn't revolve around you only. Try putting yourselves into other peoples shoes. I don't give free advice. I'm not some invisible being sitting there in the corner, like an unwanted doll, you coming back just for a lil help, and dumping me in on corner.

I might not be of much sense this time, but think ahead. Your attitudes might cost you. You might have many friends now. But i might not be your friend in your eyes. Just some unknown being, a listening ear.

i'll just disappear. And you'll lose one of your many listening ears, and maybe one of you friends.

I learn from you people, that friends, might not make the world a better place, it just lessens the burden. But on the contrary, you don't lessen my burdens, much less Make my world a better place. Think it over, try putting yourself in my shoes. All of you. and think about how it feels, to be an insignificant being in peoples' lives.

{/edited:
i'm not like planning to get onto an argument with you. Coz it's always the same, you people won't listen to how i expliain it. It's always, i'm in the wrong and you're not.

:D

2009-04-23T21:51:00.002+08:00

Anyone missed me/ lol. i made my dad put a password to my comp. surprising right? Hahas.
Exams round the corner. but. im not revising. Huh.

Sad.

So long no online, no one tag one. ):

Think aiai and the rest forgot about me alr ):

[MMV] - 1% done ;x

2009-04-06T20:11:00.002+08:00

I DONE . 10 SECONDS OF THE VID !

Not as easy as i thought tho . Lol .
Meh, today ppl suddenly sms me, was so happy lor, then realised is not him ~_~
It's his friend . Coz usually he put :] smiley face de, then the msg is (:
Of coz not him . Let down norh .

Geog test, sure fail <3 :D

Glenda, kenny, vivien, this friday good friday, wanna go out ? :D

2009-04-04T11:47:00.002+08:00

HEYYO ! :D

Lol, k. mood's better now :D
i need help from you guys, mind giving me a story line for my first mmv ?
:D

uhm, the song is Fearless - Taylor Swift . Been saying wanna make, then i nvr make. Glenda's sad ;x LOL .

k, thanks :D

I need help .

2009-03-29T19:37:00.002+08:00

Please .
My mom's driving me crazy . This sucks . I'm facing enough problems in my life already .
What's the point of me living anyways . If i leave, everyone become better .

1, he wont be so troubled in avoiding me alr (?)
2, then my mom won't be so.. troubled . Getting stroke and all . k, not getting stroke, maybe lessen the possibility ..
3, aiai, won't get angry that easily, she don't have to think of all the quarrels anymore .
MAybe more problems .

I can't help but feel a sense of helplessness wash over me . I mean what's the point of me living anymore . Like, My dear grandpa in heaven, mother's side and father's side . Please give my mom a sign, or maybe give me a sign . Should i just leave ..
Or not ..

Leave also anything betetr . I'll leave .. Tomorrow ..

2009-03-29T12:02:00.001+08:00

Meh, i are backzxc .
k, emoing . Much . Alot .
:D

Quote from one of the messages "Me dumb . Me stupid . Me don't deserve to live >.> "

:D

Imma make mmv . since got nth to do . don't feel like doing hmwk . as in like yarh ~.~

i'll try abit la :D

2009-03-27T15:07:00.001+08:00

Everybody's gone;
Things go wrong .
And my world's crashing down on me ..

No will to live anymore .

P.S Maybe ending this virtual and reality life .

contacts gone . msg me with name .

2009-03-24T16:39:00.002+08:00

hi :D k, i can't post anything since jeremy's behind me now :D
he keep hoi hoi hoi me LOL . I don't want jeremy see me typing mah :D

HOI JEREMY STOP PLAYING WITH THE DAMN DU ZHE WEN ZAI LA ROAR D:<>

Ha .

2009-03-22T22:23:00.007+08:00

Had fun today . Well, almost . If someone didn't oversleep and forget to come ..

Met vivien girlf, darren, kenny, bebe and prestine today . celebrated kenny's birthday again . and tried to push Darren into the water . Laughs . Gab came in the last minute, went to watch hotel for dogs . Dad came, went home . Could've been more fun, if more people came . Tried to ask, but no one was free ..

If you came today, might have made me happy for one last time .
If you had came today, i would be happy that if you decided to break contact with me, i would smile and said it's okay .
If you had came today, i would tell myself that all that waiting for was worth it
.

Would be a happy outing, but it turned out to be fun . But thanks alot . Now, it's goodbye to you . Forever .

White horse - Taylor Swift

2009-03-21T21:39:00.000+08:00

Say your sorry
That face of an angel comes out
Just when you need it to

As I pace back and forth all this time
'Cause I honestly believed in you

Holdin' on
The days drag on
Stupid girl,I should've known
I should've known

(Chorus)
That I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you and your white horse
To come around

Maybe I was naive
Got lost in your eyes and never really had a chance
My mistake I didn't know to be in love
You had to fight to have the upper hand

I had so many dreams about you and me
Happy endings,
Now I know

(Chorus)
That I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you and your white horse
To come around

And there you are on your knees
Beggin' for forgivness
Beggin' for me
Just like I always wanted but I'm soo sorry.....

That I'm not your princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually
Treat me well
This is a big world
That was a small town
There in my rear view mirror dissapearin' now
Now it's too late for you and your white horse
Now it's too late for you and your white horse
To catch me now.....

Whoa ohhh ohhh ohhh oh
Try and catch me now
Ohhh
It's too late..to catch me now.

Two words .

2009-03-20T18:06:00.001+08:00

I cried .

Forgot .

2009-03-19T12:37:00.002+08:00

Lol, by the way, my maple lvl 30 alr <3

wahahaha . LOL .

By th way,

lai, uh, Admire pl0x LOL .

gg make one for aiai, when she got her ss of her char o_o

Bored shiet manzxc .

2009-03-19T12:29:00.003+08:00

No matter what they say;
No matter what they do;
There's only one person i like ;
And that's only you .

BREAKING NEWS!

2009-03-19T10:02:00.006+08:00

Lol, if you're wondering what's the breaking news, you can ask Vivien, Edison and Bebe .

Laughs, jk la . don't bother them about minor stuffs .

K, the breaking news is, i got a fever alr <3>

Lol, symptoms:
Felt like puking on the way to tuition . No, I'm not pregnant . Lol, i don't even have a boyfriend la, puh-lease!
Had a very bad headache, so went to sleep .
Took temperature, 38 degrees ~.~
Went to see doctor, dadd bought porridge for me, but no appetite lol .
You all should see the medication i had to take . Lol .

P.S
Edi, sorry that i got a fever, so now can't go out with you . I'll make it up to you if i can go out on sunday .

i wonder, how does it feel to be in love .
I'm tired of waiting, for him .
If he doesn't understand how i feel, then so be it .
But i don't know how long i'll wait .

Cheers to you girlf, hope you'll be together with the love of your life .

2009-03-18T08:54:00.002+08:00

Heyyozxc pplzxc . :D

Had fun ytd at plaza sing .

BUT. i shall relate what happened during remedial :3

somehow, i think I'm like getting influenced by my classmates already . As in seriously. Wen Jun's also getting influenced . To think watches porn when he looks like he doesn't have any balls LOL, QUOTED FROM JOEY .
By the way, he scolds fxck now lor o; .

Okay, back to topic. had math remedial . But it rained, and i didn't bring my umbrella . So chionged to school from bus stop . Was drenched like hell manzxc .

So bascially whoever knwos me, the first thing they would ask is,"OMG, QIEN. WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU?"

Rofl .

was waitign in class for the teacher since 9.

9.10, cher haven come.

9.15 I said," EH, 9.15 CHER HAVEN COME, WE ALL ZAO ALR."

LOL.

9.15 neil they all come, then extend time to 9.30.

9,30 haven come, really zao LOL .

Haizxc .

Then go ome bathed lor .

Maple 66% alr, YAY .

~.~ How come i have this feeling when edi comes to my blog and reads this, he'll kill me on thursday. If he really comes down la o_o

okay, then made my way down plaza sing . Waited there since 1 for vivien, gab, glenda and kenny .

When they reach, i "nagged" at kenny LOL .

oh i forgot, while waiting for the rest, me and vivien were slacking outside bunk.
Then guess who we saw.

WE SAW JANSEN PAPA LOL .

Then he walk past us, we were laughing like mad people. LOL .

K, then waiting for gab. Apparently, we didn't see him enter bunk o_o

OMG, TELEPORTATION LOL .
Kenny and glenda were late for half an hour.

nagged at kenny over lunch at kfc. LOL .

was like.

" glenda late coz got remedial. but you hor kenny,-points to kenny- NO REMEDIAL, STILL LATER THAN GLENDA . "

Then laughed like hell LOL .

idiot edison suddenly cannot make it ~.~

Now i really know, dota kills your braincells more than maple .
But he says he'll make it up to me by coming down jurong . woots .

i'LL REMEMBER THIS HORH EDI .

you forget you pay . :3

Hai, gg maple . i want 2nd job . :3

LOL, ps guys . :D

2009-03-13T14:01:00.003+08:00

Lol, i forgot to post .

Sorry la ppl ):
i just carried ALL OF MY BOOKS FROM UNDERNEATH MY TABLE, TO HOME . hands numb ^^v LOL .

Okay needa chiong holiday hmwk . Else can't go out .

OH YEA, GLENDA SCAM ADVICE AND VIVIEN GIRLF AND PEIYEN SOTONG AND LINNIE TWINNIE, IF YOU SEE THIS, PLS uh.. SMS ME <3

hizxc :D

2009-03-12T15:59:00.001+08:00

You don't understand, you can't see,
just how much you mean to me.

:D

These few days been composing poems of the late lol .

Later post more, plus a line up of what happened .

barhe :D

Poemzxc o;

2009-03-08T08:06:00.004+08:00

Seems like it's not fated to be,
Love is just not meant for me.

Lol, nice right ? It popped into my head halfway in my dream . LOL .
SEE LA EDISON, SUDDEN WANT ME COMPOSE POETRY WITH YOU, NOW I KEEP THINKING LA LOL . :x

Meh, i know you guys miss me la, coz i kept sneezing ytd ROFL .

Piano lesson soon . ~.~

Heng is dad fetch . LOL . CHIONG FENG ACC NAOZXC . BYEBYEZXC .

GLENDA ': Haha, Yeps!
-: LOL, YOU STILL HAVEN PUT MY BIG BIG NAME THERE YET :x

Tags replied .

2009-03-07T22:53:00.002+08:00

Julian:Lol, haizxc .

New start o__o"

2009-03-01T08:21:00.005+08:00

Song Playing: Back at one - Brian McKnight

Meow .

Lol, yea . I started new blog alr . Okay, not exactly new la; I just deleted all the posts .
I mean, no point in a blog, which posts are sh00000 far apart right ? With the exception of J and T la, they hardly update their blogs . See this?

Lol, I'm like, half dead naozxc .

One - you're like a dream come true
Two - just wanna be with you
Three - Girl it's plain to see
That you're the only one for me
Four - repeat steps one through three
Five - make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done
Then I'll start back at one...